if it brings me a step closer to my dream, if it could let me make it through these obstacles, even if it brings death nearer to me, brings with it pain, tears and blood..
i don't think there's any alternative
till it's over, i'll fight along, be strong..

anyway...
happy halloween!!
and
happy birthday sista!!

mom made the blackforest cake and i'm all red and ditsy from a tiny little glass of red wine.