Thursday 30 September 2010

沉默是一種回音來自你 很深的心底
重覆著 我要離去 我要離去
可是我不想傷害你

微笑是一種逃避來自我 很深的愛情
假裝著 沒有問題 沒有問題
我們一定能撐過去

原來愛情的世界很大
大的可以裝下一百種委屈
原來愛情的世界很小
小到三個人就擠到窒息

原來愛情的世界很大
塞了多少幸福還是有空虛
原來愛情的世界很小
被一腳踩過就變成廢墟

Wednesday 22 September 2010

between brewing bags of 消风散 and popping little tablets of antihistamine, i choose the latter, definitely.
stop itching!!!! argh!!

Sunday 19 September 2010

just when i thought i could find someone to share my misery and frustration, i was wrong! tmdnbcb! stop telling me to study harder and do my best bla bla bla...
who doesn't know how to give moral support? it's how freakin easy to give a pat on the back and say jiayou, just hang in there, it'll be over soon, can celebrate after that etc etc.. when you don't row my boat.
sorry but encouraging words don't encourage me, they simply piss me off. just leave me alone world! give me a bottle of booze now and get me totally wasted!

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure
fat ass bad ass.
holy crap!
wahahaha

Saturday 18 September 2010

有些东西失去了就再也找不回,有些选择决定了我们一生。
但有些事,有些人,是我们这辈子都忘不掉的。无论你怎样的试着将它遗忘,它总会在你最不经意时浮现。能做到当你想起时不再心酸,也许就算成功地将它变成过去了吧。

Tuesday 14 September 2010

你说我太孩子气,太不稳定,我说你太直着过去。

Sunday 12 September 2010

after a frustrating day trying to settle my taobao shopping and getting my printer to squeeze some ink out, and as usual an unfruitful day, this put a big grin on my face:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?profile=1&id=504820090#!/note.php?note_id=145812195459367&id=100000949815561&ref=mf
yes, i am dumb enough to forget to bring my internet banking 'scratchcard' to china, and icbc should make better use of their so-called 'ebanking'. Seriously, who now needs to go down personally to the bank to change their handphone number??????
alright, at least i settled my dad's bday present, sorry you got to pay for it yourself, who ask you to miss your flight AGAIN!!
sorry but i refuse to step out of the house to see anyone till i'm smarter and more presentable. really 见不得人 now!

Friday 10 September 2010

is it true that from the day that we're born, life has already been pre-painted?
we grow up, finish our basic education amidst the intense competition, face our first hurdle after 6 years of primary education. then, we face the challenge of growing up, both physically and mentally, to gradually pave the road for the future. And so, after spending a quarter or more of your life battling with textbooks and examinations, we find ourselves in the workforce finally.
Before we could celebrate the long-awaited freedom, more pressure begins to pile. 9 to 5, mon to fri, for what? earn money to feed ourselves and our family of course. Then we spend a bomb and get married, look pretty on that special day, take lots of photos, and soon, pop some little ones and then we watch their life-cycle begin as we count our white hair and wrinkles.
so in conclusion, we study hard so we can get a good job, we work hard so can earn lots of money, we earn money so we can provide a good life for our next generation. and then we age, and hope our next generation will treat us and bury us well.
so that's life? seriously seriously seriously, what's the point?