Saturday 31 July 2010


half sober, half dead.
halfway into life, neither here nor there.
i don't deserve any love and concern, i don't deserve everything that i have.
so let me drown myself in -ol again tonight, for i'll wake up not knowing what happened.
let me get into the transient amnesia of my past wasted years, of my precious youth and beauty.
now i stand, falling into the trap, of my f*cked up life.
我多么想和你见一面
看看你最近改变
不再去说从前 只是寒暄
对你说一句 只是说一句
好久不见

Monday 5 July 2010

quit appearing in my dreams, quit giving me delusions
wake me up, give me some directions, some motivation, a life.