so sick and tired of being who i am or who i'm trying to become. no direction in life at all..
feels like my brain is not back from its holidays yet. can't bring myself to start studying again. random little thoughts and distractions just keep popping out in my mind.
i see the old me appearing again. somethings should never be lost and some better not be found.
the bottle of vodka's opened, cheers anyone?

山东04.04 - 06.04
day 1 in 济南




day 2 climbing 泰山.
10am to 8pm. up and down the mountain. 1545m vertically, 7000+ steps, about 20km of walking and braving the crowd!!
best souvenir: VERY sore legs

setting off..

人山人海 literally..

the toughest 500m..

almost to the peak

finally reached!!

the way down wasn't easy

走到太阳下山了

finally made it down!

day 3 in 曲阜 - home of Confucius


that's how he looks like supposedly

幸福是早晨起来喝一杯热咖啡或奶茶；
幸福是沿着河边，听着音乐，晒着春天的阳光，在红花绿叶的陪伴下慢跑；
幸福是中午啃个大苹果，吃袋凉拌菜，一串冰糖葫芦；
幸福是下午准备晚餐，喝碗热汤；
幸福是晚上钻进温暖的被窝睡个好觉；
幸福是上个星期游山，这个星期玩水；
原来快乐是选择，
但那是真正的幸福，还是只是快乐？